Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Reamed By My Occipital Lobes Again

If you could see my career in IT in terms of output versus input, you'd be enraged and come to the conclusion I am a complete pussy, born loser and somehow doomed to be exploited.

Honestly, after thirty years I'd have to begrudgingly admit there is something to that accusation. Things seem rigged against me.

If you don't have the internal compulsion to obey the rules and fulfill your verbal contracts with others that I do then you'd never experience the things I experience all the time. I mean, it's a compulsion. Like automatic behavior associated with drug addiction or gambling. You could scream "Hey, they ain't paid you! Don't be stupid and give them anything else until they have paid you! What are you, some kind of f*cking retard?!?" I always feel like I need to be spotless in terms of any reason they might be able to dream up as an excuse not to pay me what they owe me. So I go out to site and install my completed product on an empty belly, borrowing money from gas for our savings account and eating $1.95 hotdogs at Cost-Co because it is all I have left in my pocket. With more than $xx,xxx dollars outstanding in unpaid invoices for my work. With people at the site asking me why I look so run down and complementing me on the amazing quality of the application I have just installed. Me trying to look cheerful and engaged when I explain to them how to use it. With the boss on the phone with my employer, telling him how good this looks and organizing payment. Remember, I think, they are always right, no matter how much it seems like they are wrong. I am always wrong and being too petty worrying about my paycheck. They will get to it when they feel like it. Not when I need it.

Always the little voice in my head telling me about reciprocation. The other party will deal straight with me if I am straight with them. Except that was true about 300,000 years ago in tribes with less than 100 people. In the modern era with Homo Sapiens it's a recipe to get cheated in every interaction.

It happens so many times in life it's like a merry-go-round where you just sit on the same horse and go around and around forever. You jump off, you say that's it, won't get me on that horse again. Next thing you know you are riding the starvation carousel again and doing some of your best work as a software developer. It happens again and again and again. I am always the guy right in the middle with his hands on the keyboard watching the money float all around me. I always seem to be the only guy who isn't getting paid here. It's thirty years of me with my head down seemingly the only guy in this entire foodchain who is going hungry.

Pretending to have integrity and honesty as opposed to actually being honest and having integrity is about a million times superior. There's no point in asking why humans are so phoney - the fact is, people who are completely full of sh*t make out much, much better in life than people like me.

I promised a client I would deliver functionality by the end of March. They have not paid me in six weeks. They have just been ignoring my invoices. I didn't want them to claim I am not professional, was not capable of doing the work or delayed my delivery schedule. So I completed it, all features present, installed it on site and left it running.

Still not paid a dime.

It's easy to tell me I am either stupid or confused. It's easy. I need to know how I can make this crap change because it always ends the same way.

Eventually they will pay. Nobody will find out this multimillion dollar corporation was shivving some Asperger's Syndrome developer they paid to do the work of ten people and deliver something they needed at a fraction of the original estimate. That's delivered. As installed on site and running for the customer, no complaints and no maintenance calls. These guys will maintain their reputation and nobody will know what utter bastards they are or what sort of contempt they show people who are foolish enough to work with them.

Now the customer is asking for additional features. I know these guys are going to bring it up the next time I call to ask what is happening with the outstanding balance of my invoices. They will twist it into a requirement somehow of me getting paid. This is also the reason these guys never sign off on a specification - they don't want to get tied down to any accountability.

It's easy to say I'm a fool but seriously it's a living hell. I don't understand why life always has to be this ordeal. I write the software, you pay me, it's simple.

If it weren't for the internet I'd never know that all people with "Asperger's Syndrome" have nearly identical lives and experiences. People also tell them it must be something they are doing wrong. Same people, same experiences, same learned helplessness, same negative feedback from every situation in life.

The fact is, a Neanderthal born in the modern era would in all likelihood be torn to pieces by human beings for most of his/her life from childhood right through adult years. It's not the exception, it's the rule. I remember this all the time, I think to myself that life isn't fair, there are no guarantees to anyone of anything. I think, don't indulge in self-pity, get on to it and forget about your last bad experience. I also remind myself, before you ever go to bitch to God about him making you this way ... remember it could be much worse. You could have been born like one of them. Now that would truly be a living hell.

P.S. I sent all my invoices to their parent company, which had hired them to do this job with their own staff in-house. The parent company had allotted sufficient budget to hire three coders to do this over a year. They apparently had gone 9 months and done nothing, so they hired me with 90 days to go. (Common occurrence, happens all the time) The parent company had no idea these assholes had done nothing for almost a year then subcontracted the work to a solitary coder without informing them. They paid all the money outstanding in one hour after I did this, it was in our account today after coming back from the city. It was not worth it, the raw agony and anxiety of working with six weeks hard no pay was not worth it but at least we did get finally paid after resorting to these tactics. Bastards. A little bird who works there told me the parent company will now be coming after them for their advance since they broke the terms of their agreement by subcontracting the work out. Not my concern.

Monday, April 10, 2017

Everything You Have Ever Been Told About Neanderthals That You Didn't Read On Vault-Co Is An Absolute Boldfaced Lie

I've known about this for twenty years and this is the first time I've ever posted about it on my blog.

The Basque country has one of the lowest crimes rates, the highest standard of living and the most advanced innovation and science in all of Europe.

Second only to Luxembourg which is really a collaboration of several different nations rather than one.

Wonder why you never heard about this your entire life? It's simple. Homo Sapiens doesn't want his own race to ever find out what they did 40,000 years ago on the Iberian Peninsula. There is some evidence he has been mad as a hatter ever since. If he ever discovered the real truth about what he is and where he really came from, he'd probably lay down to die. All his illusions about himself would pop like soap bubbles. The whole of it is a horror story and it ends with cannibalism.

So probably all of you have heard about the RH negative factor in the blood increasing a person's chances of being psychopathic and a murderer and all that other rubbish. Not a word of that is backed up by any scientific evidence of any kind. It's just established through repetition, like any urban legends.

You've probably been saturated with all kinds of nutty "Nordic" fantasy mythology from Teutonic tales and other stuff mostly originating with Nazi propaganda and occultism.

Here's the thing.

None of it is true. The Basque have :
  1. Highest concentration of RH negative blood types in all of Europe
  2. The lowest crime rate of any nation in all of Europe
  3. The highest average IQs of any country other than Switzerland
  4. Highest standard of living and average income, lowest working hours
  5. The greatest concentration of blue-eyed people
  6. Highest measured upper and lower body strength in men other than Iceland and Norway
  7. Highest measured bone density in men other than Iceland and Norway
  8. Greatest number of root original words in all the romance languages
  9. Greatest number of classical musicians in all of Europe
  10. Rated consistently to be the most beautiful, proportioned and symmetric of all European peoples
  11. Greatest number of males who defy the golden rule for waist-shoulder ratio with chimney builds
  12. Lowest rates of mental illness, bipolar and OCD conditions on the entire planet

Either those "crude gorilla people" changed dramatically after their attempted genocide - or else they never existed at all! Maybe what you have been told about the Neanderthals was a complete crock of baloney!

P.S. Because it is a huge secret you may never hear in plain language what RH negative blood actually means! It means a man with no rhesus monkey proteins in his blood! It means somebody who is not part primate but in fact HAS NO MONKEY GENES MIXED INTO HIM! You will hear a thousand different explanations for how this could have happened and even the very best scenarios at the end of the day still entail one basic concession ... Homo Sapiens is part Rhesus monkey! Never forget it! Saps wonders why he is so messed up! Slapped together in a melonhead laboratory by a Jerry Lewis looking character, it's no shock. Whoever the guy was he must have just been tossing random junk in there like mystery casserole. A dab of this, a jot of that ought ta do it.

Trump an Unstable Hothead Unfit For Leadership

The reason the Melonheads never change tactics is that Homo Sapiens never changes.
The same tricks work on them for centuries and centuries with the same rubes falling for the exact same ploys
that worked last time without even a new wrinkle needed.
He needed to keep a cool head until the intelligence came in. Instead he allowed neocons to goad him into a strike on the Syrian airbase.

There is no evidence of any kind, zero, nothing, none that Assad staged a chemical attack on civilians. He might as well be accused of witchcraft.

Unfortunately, the honeymoon is about over with Trump. He's too easily led by the nose. If Hillary was in office right now she'd be doing even more, so this guy continues to be the lesser of two evils.

The media are craven little cowards who would cheer on anything where somebody gets killed. None of these spiritual dwarves ever wore a uniform, served under a command or fired a shot in anger. All of them rearguard tough guys who would be the first to dive beneath the bar stool if you tried to draft them and they'd cry for an exception. They just want to watch anything where people get blown up or killed, preferably civilians. As long as it isn't them or any of their immediate kin. Worse than animals.

These things are coordinated many days in advance and disseminated widely to all participants.

Thursday, April 6, 2017

Told you! Animal Ventriloquism = Higher Native Intelligence

I knew this kid in grade school who did not attend public school with us. His parents had him tested at a young age and found he was a prodigy. Unlike my poor, single parent mother they had the financial resources to homeschool him. We struck up a conversation while buying comic books on Saturday at 7-11 and quickly became good friends. I used to rush over to his house just to use his pinball machine and read his huge comic collection. He had electronic games like Simon and Football with a bunch of accelerated learning toys. We had excellent conversations about everything.

One afternoon his dog walked in and he began speaking for it. It was so perfectly synchronized to the dog's actions it really seemed like the dog was speaking. I was astonished. I thought only I did this with pets and sometimes even inanimate objects. Cats were opaque to me, I could not guess what they were thinking the way I could with dogs. It is like I could not sync that telepathic protocol with cats. This kid was practically making the dog's lips move. It is like this kid remoted into his dog's brain and was seeing through it's eyes. This is how I felt when I did it. It is a solitary hunting skill you would expect of a race of men who often hunt alone for their families. Up until that moment, I had never encountered another child or adult who could do it. I have never encountered anyone since then who could do it the way I do. My children often try and I think they get it sometimes but they have seen me do it their whole lives.

These are Neanderthal genes. It could not be more obvious. Animal ventriloquism is a unique phenomenon seen in prodigy children. Sometimes they grow out of it, others like me never do.

I really liked that kid. He was one of my best friends. His parents divorced and he moved away. Not long after that I seemed to lose the knack of making "friends" and never got it back.

In terms of evolutionary fitness, forming these kinds of bonds with one's dogs could be a critical survival skill during the last Grand Minimum Ice Age. Your dogs would see through your eyes and they see through yours. When you are vigilant, your dogs are vigilant and the reverse is true. Your dogs sense what you want them to do and they sense what you are going to do.

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Simple Chelation Mechanism for Aluminium!

I wondered if somebody was going to happen along with something like this.

I am going to follow this up immediately. I think the majority of the West has a combination of fluoride and aluminium poisoning they picked up from the water and environment. Might be good to invest in a silicon water beverage company right now. They don't tell you that the boomers all drank from aluminium soda cans for forty years. It's like it never happened.

Sounds like this stuff way outperforms things like Chinese Kale in triple blind experiments.

Wait, not done yet! A big day for natural health sciences! Probiotics beat all those toxic crazy pills big-time in research.

Twilight Zone "The Shelter"

Finally found a good copy of it online.

It is truly brilliant. It squeezes a lot of reality into just 40 minutes.

"The Shelter" - Rod Serling's Cold War Classic

Having the same neighbours most likely to ridicule him the first to turn on him and demand entry was a stroke of inspiration. The climax where they work together to get in is so close to the reality it is raw footage from the apocalypse. I experienced similar things during tornado season in Lincoln, Nebraska.

Think about your current setup and ask yourself how vulnerable you'd be to just this situation. This is why your shelter strategy is :

  1. Invisibility - should not be obvious to neighbours it is there.
  2. Fortified - if it can be breached by three guys in a few minutes it's not strong enough.
  3. Overengineered - for all requirements, multiple x 3.
  4. Overstocked - aim for ten years of food, water and power at minimum. It's your base of operations. Fifty years is better.
  5. Redundant - have backups for everything and backups for those backups. 3 spares for everything and always be prepared to go manual when necessary.
  6. Flexible - be able to turn a given space into a bunk, kitchen or workshop when needed.